stylish

Me by Jadeloli featuring Miss Selfridge Clothing

This approprialty sums me up in a simple materialistic way.
A possible non simple one is one its way :)


Ive been working hard today, or, at least a good pace for my brain.
I got home this morning from my loves place - which took around an hour when usually it takes 20 minutes in traffic due to flooding of my local area - and decided instead of venturing out in dangerous weather to uni i would stay at home and get stuff done.

Opening todays date in my diary and grabbing my new favourite bright pink pen i listed the assignments i have left and the random assortment of things i have left to do today. I have worked through a few of them so far and still enjoyed a day at home in lots of clothes to keep me warm. Im pretty determined to get my university stuff done. Im a little stressed about the idea of finishing my radio broadcasting course on top of the uni work - but i'll get there hopefully.

Im looking on the bright side and i want to keep looking to the positive things in life.
For instance im interviewing a great band this saturday, i have a event this friday night, i will get things done and im working a good amount of time to live happily and not so poorly next week.

This isnt a very immense blog - i shall update with a better one soon.

Just a bit of a vent in my public diary.

Jade

drowning

this is all i want for my birthday i've decided...
I must have it.
Its calling me.

Love in a bag

im very materialistic at times.

Blame my partner.

joy

photo by ChasingECHOES

I'm not to sure where my inspiration went in 2009. I'm not sure if it left me before i even stepped into being in 2009 or somewhere along the way. But i think it's pretty much gone.
I really want it back. Isn't it inspiration enough that i want it back? It should be, especially to myself.
Yet, im still sick and procrastinating.
I don't want to be this way.

Im doing my very best at stopping this plummeting into 'nothing' (it's not that it's nothing, but i'd rather nothing than this.)

Achievments and lists must be made,
They will be posted.
because, well why not.
Getting inspired only lasts a little while specially when ur sick and you are pretty restricted.

This little bunny up above though - she or he gives me some hope. A simple photo.
I don't know why bunnies can touch my heart in a way no other can.
I loved a bunny once. I know what it means to love a bunny and have one love you back.
It's strange how a love between an animal and human can be so memorable and a cherished past, and nothing like loving another human can sometimes be compared to it.
Just thinking of a bunny and how it may think or live inside its head interests me.
I think they're very positive and happy.
They're like a little bundle or furry joy.

Just thinking about holding one makes me happy inside.
They're so caring and loving if you love them back.
No questions asked, they just love.



Jade

ONE MONTH

co-workers by moosekleenex

I was writing this blog on all the things ive been doing to make myself feel better and how im not going to let anything get in my way. Well it didnt last very long...I got sick (again). I have tonsilitis again, but on the other tonsil. Im restricted back to home and my warm pjs, bed and laptop. I havent been outside except to go the doctors. I think i may have gotten paler, if possible!

I started going to the Gym last week again though, i paid my monthly bill to go for TWO DAYS. before i got ill, with some other thing for a few days. Pretty shitted off. Although those days at the gym where fantastic!! I have obviously gotten unfit again from being sick all the time :( BUT i want to get back to where i was and even better! Louise has introduced me to an old love of mine, skipping. Man does that make you work hard. Our regime will be awesome. When we're in holidays i bet we'll go all the time. Holidays seem to be the time were we get to do the things for us the most.

Also, on the updating of my life in general. I have started the next four unit to the certificate 3 in Broadcasting i started late last year. The certificate is in conjunction with the CBAA (Community Broadcasting Association of Australia) and i was super excited about starting it last year and found it easy to handle as i was in Uni holidays when i started and had nothing else to study, i was jobless and was doing barely anything at all. This time around im studying and doing assignments for end of semester, i have a job which i go to when i dont have to go to uni, i have 3 shows for radio while seeing family, friends and my love. It's proving a little more diffucult - while having tonsilitis. BUT i'm determined to finish this certificate within the year (If the station can organise itself...) I'm also determined to get my assignments done for univerisity. ( I wish i had wireless so i cud "rest in bed" while working as well )

In a little over 3 weeks time i will be turning 19 and im trying to also plan my birthday bash at one of my favourite places in the city, Fridays. A Saturday night with all my friends on the river of Brisbane. Sounds good to me. I have a massive list and i have to organise it - argh lets stress out about some shit some more. I'm going out that night, healthy or sick. I'm actually kind've excited to turn 19. I have my head in the right space i feel for where i expected myself to be by now, travelling and finishing studing in the next 2 years as well as all my other hopes and dreams. It'll all be done.


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