Identify

Doing assignments on blogs really is strange..
There is a whole world of bloggers - in fact i feel like everyone blogs, or reads blogs, responds or micro blogs. It's incredibly scary to think about how closely connected we all are. We may have friends who are friends with a real life friend but on line. This whole concept is now terrifying. I have always just thought okay Internet - do the things i like reading, creating etc and then thats it. I don't even think i could become that involved with the internet that my whole life revolves around it...unfortuneatly seeing as i have an assignment on networking etc my life does currently..This kinda blows. Way to much stuff out there. While my links and useages and urls or whatever have to be valid..how the fuck am i sposed to know hey. User generated stuff could be all a load of shit but so convincing that i believe it. I spose thats why im studying persuasive techniques and writing as well but this whole course is starting to intertwine with the same concepts and i feel like im going to come out of the 3 year course with a bachelor in social networking. QUT "for the real world" - ONLINE.

I do enjoy, however, the fact that i can do and connect with all the different communities in my own time - but oh god your sapping any goodness i see in it from making me write 3000 words about it.

Yet here i am...sposed to writing this assignment on networking and digital communication...WRITING A BLOG.

I want to have a fucking picnic or do something real. With adventure. Not online.
I want to breathe non air conditioned air and see the world. not just on flikr.

Life we used to love

*&^% you. - by Jadeloli on Polyvore.com

Its been a while since the last blog, but things are looking up, i think only because i am making them this way. I have been kinda avoiding everything in life of late - and that is never good - in the end you just make yourself more stressed. So today i had a good sleep got some carob covered licorices and am making these not done assignments into pretty much done assignments/drafts. I promised myself i wouldn't let these thinsg build up on me. but i still did. Its always hard getting back into uni work or any work after a huge break. You get comfortable.

Working on my social networking assignment right now..Annotations on delcious are kinda frustrating... Going to get it done though!

Also - Dylan Moran tomorrow night! YAY.
Pretty cool.

Blogsoon.
x

Show me something new

Alone

"There's a beautiful view
From the top of the mountain
Every morning I walk towards the edge
And throw little things off"

Lots of small things can have huge affects upon a persons direction in life, the way they deal with certain aspects of life and how in turn they feel about themselves.
The smallest gesture towards someone who has had a horrible day can go horribly wrong.
The tiniest problem that is your burden put upon someone else can overload the other persons woes.
If that person, however, stopped before they spoke they may save themselves the anger, the sadness the frustration and further more the awkward hurt that is left behind after that small thing has hurtled and grown into something much larger and fiercer.
They then have to deal with the ugly moment and feeling left behind.
That elephant in the room.
But maybe, only one out of these two people feel this way.
The other is too arrogant and proud.
The other is cut down and feels small.

Alone.
Alone.
Alone.
Alone.

"On their way down
I follow with my eyes 'til they crash
Imagine what my body would sound like
Slamming against those rocks"


Happiness can be found in corners of your life you didn't know were there.
Don't be too scared to venture out far.
I can't give up.
Ever.

Goodmorning

interstella 5555 - how i wish to own and treasure you

Tonal Variety

So i have been hitting the books pretty hardcore, trying to work my way through all the study i have to constantly be doing! I mean im doing pretty well so far :) which im rather proud of. I've never studied so hard before ever.

I am finding it diffucult to choose a focus topic for my music elective though. I mean it's really vague because i can choose anything i please to talk about. So no direction = too many things to question about. Plus if i choose something that hasnt got a large resource avenue im pretty much screwed. Oh what should i do!?
While my new media subject is just as vague allowing me to choose a topic related to web2.0 but whatever avenue i wish. Which doesnt help alot either. I'll get there though.

I was looking forward to St Patricks day next tuesday, as im from Ireland, i was going to celebrate for the first time - as this is the first time im 18 while the holiday will be going on - BUT i got paid a very sad wage today and right now have no money ALREADY. Well actually i have $4.30 to live on a day until My next pay.. I mean i can live on $3. Its just hard. Especially considering travel to uni, petrol for the car as well as just general drink/food i usually buy. I duno maybe i wont spend anything and ill be okay for st pats day - but i was going to make an outfit but i cant even afford to buy material. Its looking pretty bleak at the moment. But i dont feel so bleak. I feel really great.

I did just eat chocolate though; i am sugar and lactose intolerant. So i probably wont be feeling good in a few hours. Blurgh. Lol.

I want to write something inspirational right now but im not sure what to write.
I just wish happiness upon people.
That a positive aura transfixes itself upon those i love and even those i dont know.
Life is just way to short to have a short fuze.

Being positive is whats making me work through these hours of study.

Love Jade

Id do anything for..

A BUNNY!
I want a new baby bunny.
ALOT.
Just looking at photos of them make me go all warm and soft inside.
I seriously love them.
I miss Floppsey (My last one..)

Dear Diary,

do i really want to keep doing this for a living?

My heart is fighting itself right now.

Oh god. I thought i knew what i wanted to do for a living
Dont tell me im lost again world!?

Tilt

• Cold showers on a hot day right after the gym! - so refreshing
  
• Anime - new movies, new directors, new sons of favourite directors...being a nerd...
• New shorts - omg shorts at cotton on FIT ME and they are fucking awesome!
• Having the confidence to wear denim shorts - i feel really great in them
  
• The people i work with except 2 dudes! - Everyone is so nice to me and im really enjoying work
  
• Feeling really smart! - yay for uni
  
• having a great day with rachel chilling in the guild bar lol lol
  
• FUTURE MUSIC FESTIVAL - BASEMENT JAXX IS SO CLOSE
• vodka - enough said?
  
• being able to happily write a tilt and MEAN IT.
• The shins
• Trying to get people to listen to the shins
• the way the shins make me feel
• THE SHINS! - oh i mentioned that already...*cough*
  
• Stars - fantastically orgasmic
• The idea of owning blue high top nike's..it makes me melt inside. i want them
• Knowing ive nearly completed all anne rice books.
• Oganising my birthday when its months away! - stay tuned

Honourable mentions: Caramel in drinks, vodka lime and sodas, sexpo, Zach and miri make a porno, Seth rogan, Bows on tops, Sewing bags for friends, iron on cup cakes, being home alone randomly for one night, subway, Having great days, Missing friends (its a sucky thing but it really shows you how much they mean to you when you cant go 2 days not seeing them *cough*louise*cough*, Having blue hair - one of the best decisions ive ever made, earning money, inspirational moment inlife to look back on

Delight in us

Delights - by Jadeloli on Polyvore.com


Because this is exactly who i am with clothes on.