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Currently listening to: Andre 3000: The Love Below
Honestly this album is one of the best albums ever created, it is internationally recognised as one of the most comprehensive albums (beat wise etc). I don't know much about music, but i know that fact.
Yep a bunny - because Gala's blog reminded me how much i miss
my bunny & how much i want a new fluff ball to love

So lately my happy buzz has been on holidays.
Ive been happy for so long i forgot how it feels to just want to sit and be quiet and contemplative.
Everyone needs that time. Time for themselves, for evaluation, for recooperation. I havent had that sort of time in so long. Hopefully with joining the gym and working out i can sweat out all these negative vibes - it usually works. Why not join your local PCYC - it's hell cheap and also small and usually pretty quiet, PLUS the money is going to something worth while! :)

That's my helpful hint!
Joining the gym was my goal for January & seeing as it is already complete i have decided the next goal - to be completed before the end of Febuary - is to make my new dress! I have been hanging to sew it up for ages! I got the call the other day to tell me it is all ready for pick up. But now i am keen to make some more stuff while im at it. I need new clothes for uni anyway! :)

Today i set myself a list of things today before the night is out. Work and radio are out of the way now and im sitting at home cleaning my desk - well not yet - and sorting out my subjects for the first semester of uni. And soon i shall clean my room - that usually cheers me up. Ever feel like if your room was cleaner your life and mood will be too? I feel that constantly; even though im one of the messiest people i know. So im chilling with a coffee ... or two to get me through this list. Im determined to finish it and just relax while im at it too. I've had a fairly uneventful day - work was rather bland but what can i expect working in retail.

Photo by melekkoncuykoruklu

Someone, very special, just said this to me

" Its nice to have nice things but at the end of days the only thing you take with you are memories, so gather many."

We were talking about traveling and were he has been. That is the most inspiring thing anyone has said to me in weeks. It's weird how one moment life is just quiet and still with no great expecations and BAM a sentence is said and your whole outlook changes.

One day i will:

Tavel the world - whereever i want to go i will go! I will work hard.
Get paid for my Radio talents!
Go to massive Music festivals over seas

Thats all i want right now. But this list is ever changing and ever growing.

Also a though that has been running through my brain of late is how one moment someone is there and the next they aren't.
I can't walk out the door without telling me parents i love them.
I don't want the last thing i say to someone to have been hurtful.
I don't want the last memory to be sore or sad.
I don't want to leave someone to move on or otherwise and have to hang on to the one thing i should've said, or the one thing i shouldn't have.

These thoughts make me remind myself how much i must love life, i must love the day when i wake, the people i meet. Not forced. But just doing it naturally. Having that focus in 2008 has really shaped me and who i am. And it must carry on through 2009 no matter what. I enjoyed 2008 completly and utterly and i intend to make the most of 2009 too.