joy

photo by ChasingECHOES

I'm not to sure where my inspiration went in 2009. I'm not sure if it left me before i even stepped into being in 2009 or somewhere along the way. But i think it's pretty much gone.
I really want it back. Isn't it inspiration enough that i want it back? It should be, especially to myself.
Yet, im still sick and procrastinating.
I don't want to be this way.

Im doing my very best at stopping this plummeting into 'nothing' (it's not that it's nothing, but i'd rather nothing than this.)

Achievments and lists must be made,
They will be posted.
because, well why not.
Getting inspired only lasts a little while specially when ur sick and you are pretty restricted.

This little bunny up above though - she or he gives me some hope. A simple photo.
I don't know why bunnies can touch my heart in a way no other can.
I loved a bunny once. I know what it means to love a bunny and have one love you back.
It's strange how a love between an animal and human can be so memorable and a cherished past, and nothing like loving another human can sometimes be compared to it.
Just thinking of a bunny and how it may think or live inside its head interests me.
I think they're very positive and happy.
They're like a little bundle or furry joy.

Just thinking about holding one makes me happy inside.
They're so caring and loving if you love them back.
No questions asked, they just love.



Jade